Today is 12 years since I met my husband. It feels almost unreal. Time flies I am 12 years older. No children together, it bothers me. Why women always want to have children with husbands? Insecurity or desire to reproduce? This is a one million dollar question. I have only one child, two children is always better. To correct your mistakes and apply knowledge of motherhood, your experience and avoid past mistakes. Who knows..

My God!! Time flies!! I am looking for new job, because I have fulfilled my commitment of 2 year at my present company, but mostly because I am looking for new career growth, which, apparently, with present management, is not possible. The only thing what keeps me is my love to what I am doing.

Alex was here, I just got week off. This is unbelievable that for a year I got only one week off and during off time I had one day unpaid. This can only happen in America. I have no holidays, you have to crude, and when factory is closed they take it from your vacations days. Welcome to America!

Anyways, Alex was here, we spent time together and I just love him, he became such handsome and smart, he is my life. So sad that I see him seldom.